Perfect Girl

Perfect Girl- Sarah McLachlan

Am I faithful, am I strong, am I good enough to belong
In your reverie a perfect girl
Your vision of romance is cruel and all along I played the fool
All your expectations bury me

[Chorus]
Don’t worry you will find the answer if you let it go
Give yourself some time to falter
But don’t forgo know that you’re loved no matter what
And everything will come around in time

I own my insecurities I try to own my destiny
That I can make or break it if I choose
But you take my words and twist them ’round
Til I’m the one who brings you down
Me me feel like I’m the one to blame for all of this…

[Chorus]
Don’t worry you will find the answer if you let it go
Give yourself some time to falter
But don’t forgo know that you’re loved no matter what
And everything will come around in time

You need everybody with you on your side
Know that I am here for you but I hope in time
You’ll find yourself alright alone
You’ll find yourself with open arms
You’ll find yourself you’ll find yourself in time

The riot in my heart decides to keep me open and alive
I have to take myself away from you
‘Cause I can’t compete I can’t deny there’s nothing that I didn’t try
How did I go wrong in loving you

[Chorus]
Don’t worry you will find the answer if you let it go
Give yourself some time to falter
But don’t forgo know that you’re loved no matter what
And everything will come around in time

This is how I feel right now. I’m going through a seperation, and a divorce in time. I don’t hold anything against him…but its hard. I feel like it’s my fault, and I should feel guilty. I know that in order to truly live, and be myself I need to leave. For my own health, and for my well being, and my future.

It’s all very confusing…and stressful, but I choose to live. I choose to feel joy. I choose to flourish, and to be a bigger person, and to live with a confidence in my decision. I know I can grow out of this. I know intime I will glow and flourish again. Right now though…I am just going to do what it takes, and have faith in myself.

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